Wednesday 30 June 2010

Why is it such a struggle!

Why is life such a struggle?
Struggle to -
not let anybody cut lanes and wrongly go ahead of me in traffic
reassure the folks that nothing is going on between me and my co-workers
let me take the car to work
make my own decisions and get support for it
accomplish the work (career) on hand with some accolades and internal satisfaction
buy a 'so-called' expensive thing
convince the folks to live life extravagantly
to eat what i want to

i know it's one's perspective and attitude towards life, but at some point of time, you want to live without having to explain to anybody. That definitely does not mean i want people to stop caring about me. But for once, can i make a decision and be assured that i am not going to be judged for it. Can i have unquestioned faith and support without a sense of despair on me? i don't want people to give up on me, i just want a few, real words of encouragement and belief. How many times do i have to prove myself and seek approval?

Life is not meant to be a struggle. It is supposed to be a celebration (it may sound bookish and artificial but it really is a celebration)

And i ask for a life full of happy celebrations.
A never ending party.
i know i deserve it.