Why is it such a struggle!

Why is life such a struggle?
Struggle to -
not let anybody cut lanes and wrongly go ahead of me in traffic
reassure the folks that nothing is going on between me and my co-workers
let me take the car to work
make my own decisions and get support for it
accomplish the work (career) on hand with some accolades and internal satisfaction
buy a 'so-called' expensive thing
convince the folks to live life extravagantly
to eat what i want to

i know it's one's perspective and attitude towards life, but at some point of time, you want to live without having to explain to anybody. That definitely does not mean i want people to stop caring about me. But for once, can i make a decision and be assured that i am not going to be judged for it. Can i have unquestioned faith and support without a sense of despair on me? i don't want people to give up on me, i just want a few, real words of encouragement and belief. How many times do i have to prove myself and seek approval?

Life is not meant to be a struggle. It is supposed to be a celebration (it may sound bookish and artificial but it really is a celebration)

And i ask for a life full of happy celebrations.
A never ending party.
i know i deserve it.

Forward!

i did something phenomenally big.
i had expected an equally phenomenal change in myself after that.
i do realise that it does not come instantly.
i do see a change.

Would quote Ratatouille movie dialogue here -
"With luck... forward"
Amen!

Credited to Shashibhushan Udyavar

You meet so many individuals in your life.
In my office there is a cool mix of all kinds.

Among the niftiest ones is - Shashibhushan Udyavar a.k.a. Sasii, Shash, Sexy

To tell you about him in one word, he is just too good to be true.
But there he is, making you feel like life can be perfect.

He just casually said today that, "i never feel lonely"
me: "ohh... i know, there is a lot of work today, so there must be no time to feel lonely"
Shashi: "No, not work. i just am never alone"
me: "You must be having company all the time"
Shashi: "No, i just don't feel lonely ever"
me: " "

Yet again, i came away impressed and learned
:)

No wonder people like being in his company, because he doesn't let his own self feel lonely too.

Living life to the fullest?

What exactly is living life to the fullest?

Is it shopping incessantly even when there is no rhyme or reason?
Is it going on eating when the appetite is crying out loud to stop?
Or is it listening to the same song every time the headphones are on?

Answers anyone?

To the ones who are living it up and the ones who are keeping it low???